it doesn't feel like change

today's my birthday, i'm turning 18, but dunno, it's not something very special for me...
i felt it has not been a year, but many since i wrote my last entrance here.

as a friend told me in a song "i have loved and i have lost". so, knowing her made me think about some aspects in my life and for the moment i feel quite cured of the "falling in love with everyone" thing, i'd rather look for something better for me (better match), but at the same time i'm knowing better some people and meeting others, just curious.

my family changed, i'm also being put in a hurry day after day to decide my future. for the moment nanotech seems pretty cool.

i went into an art rampage few days ago when i noticed all the work of *ohsostarryeyed was on storage, luckily i had saved my favourite one from her...

dunno what else to say.